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Jan. 6th, 2018

10nin star

New year. I made a shrine.

I think this is the year I officially am going to embrace everything about being a fan girl. I mean I was a fan girl before but now I think I'm embodying it now o.o

As much as I want to have more arashi stuff, I couldn't help buying more HSJ stuff because this year is their 10th anniversary. and the first event I ever attended is an event for HSJ fans.

And I guess this year the guys who really helped my heart this year is HSJ.

My Are You Happy Journal officially retired a few days ago. So I'm also happy.

I think it was the first time I was able to totally fill pages of a journal. It's my third year and I guess it's great despite lots of hardship.

Also I have 3 posters now. I kept them because I still think I can't put them on walls. I feel ecstatic :">

For now, no more fan girl things. Maybe next end of the year again. As much as I want to spend stuff on these guys, I don't think I can.

I'll be waiting for 2019 <3 :")

Dec. 19th, 2017


I'm definitely addicted

Things I got last December 16
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Dec. 2nd, 2017


Comment to '[Lyrics] H.our Time - Hey! Say! JUMP' by sayori_story2

Thank you soo much for translating. I don't know why but I'm crying.
This is a very unexpected 10th anniversary song.

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Nov. 16th, 2017

10nin star

my first hsj merch

I dunno why I felt like sharing

Not my first merch ever.

I just felt like sharing

Oct. 22nd, 2017


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I can't believe it I'm not immune to fluff.

Jut a preview of the movie

Feb. 18th, 2016


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Uwaaa. I don't wanna take all the credit. This story started because of akhikaru. Here is where it started.

actually after writing it I only realized that I made the story plot wider :)) I'm curious about how you would actually continue this yourself :) You're really good you know :) Is this super different from what you thought of? I'm curious :) Oh I think I'll have lots of pairings here. I just happened to continue where it left off >w/
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I'm posting because I'm actually copying her :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIN CHAN! 18_sz! Haha. I really wanna post this because it's your special day and you deserve to be happy :D And for baptizing me with a new name :))))) I don't have a pic of you so I'll just post gifs I think would make you smile. :)

This because if you had a party I'd be dancing like this. And what better way to make you smile than seeing Nino sashaying his cute butt :)

This because if you had marshmallows in your party I'd probably be doing chubby bunny as well :))
(hehe I actually got this from you :)) Sorry I didn't edit it enough o.o)

Because I'm a dork and I'll video bomb you like this :))

I'll giggle like this because it's your birthday. Happy Birthday! :3 :*
(Sorry these are the only gifs I have in my laptop right now. I made these so don't worry :) )

Feb. 15th, 2016


Small rant

Ok so I suck right now. I just realized how common my name is and I can't use my name as a floor name at work. Because apparently someone else is named Nicole and there can't be multiple names in our work. So I'm wacking my brain thinking of a new nickname for myself and I feel heartbroken a bit. I've been joking I'd be fine being called Nicole2. hahaha. I dunno why but it broke my heart.

Any suggestions for a name? I'm thinking of Cookie but it seems superficial. Japanese names are fine as well. Please? Anyone? Just to make myself feel good about this thinking of a nickname thing?

Jan. 24th, 2016


Answer for question 4598.

Are you introvert, extrovert, or somewhere in the middle? How does this affect your day-to-day life? Is there any particular time you wish you could be more reserved or more outgoing?
I believe the term you are looking for is ambivert. I am a hard core introvert but that doesn't mean I don't like being the center of attention. Stop stereotyping. Just because I like being alone doesn't mean I don't like travelling or even other people. (These kinds of questions tick me off big time.)

Nov. 26th, 2015



Happy Birthday Oh-chan :3 <3

Disclaimer: I’m sorry. But I don't mean to be the cause of anyone's ire but I really needed to get this off my chest. I feel guilty for not even providing pictures as evidences but I guess I need to say what’s on my mind. So if ever anyone really gets mad at me I’m sorry but this is my opinion.

[I hope no one gets mad]I’m posting this because I’ve been bothered by the amount of people who say that “There is no one else better than Toma to be the 6th member.” Well yeah. Toma kept joking about it lately.

(Post isn’t mine.)

But if I’m going to be honest I think it was only because it was of his interview from TOKIO.

(I'll don't have a link here. I'll post when I can find it.)

Here are the list of factors that I thought why Arashi is 5人 (Nothing more nothing less)

Group Dynamic

Arashi has established what they are individually. We all know that they can stand alone by themselves in terms of popularity. But they admitted multiple times that they can never be what they are without the help of one another. That despite going to Hollywood for a movie, or abroad to broadcast about the news, they still have the need to ground themselves as Arashi after.
Imagine if another person was in the picture. Would he feel the same? Would he be as passionate about “Arashi” as the other 5? And I was also thinking along the lines. If another member would exist, would the ice age be there as well?
I’m bringing the ice age in this picture because, if we think about it, Arashi is very grounded because of this period in their career. Would MatsuJun still be the one to give Arashi it’s breakthrough from the ice age? How would the sixth member contribute? I’m sorry but somehow this has turned out to be a theory post.


I said in the previous point that they established themselves individually. So within the group they have this so called leader of their own right. Like fishing leader, MC leader, concert leader and so on and so forth. So within Arashi, what kind of role would he play? The only possibility I can think of is that there are 3 stoic members and 3 aloof members. So yeah in this it is possible to include someone else. But I’m still unsure. What can the 6th member give to compliment Arashi? As I’ve said, their individuality give colours to what Arashi really is.

Being Entertainers

Another thing about Arashi that I’d like to point out is that Arashi takes being entertainers in a weird level. They are an Idol group but if you watch them they are more than that. Well they aren’t as wild as Kanjani8 or as cool as TOKIO. But they have their own mild craziness. I dunno. I have this impression of Arashi that they never do fan-service. Whatever they do, it’s what they really feel, it’s like they never need a script they’re so natural. To the point where they joke around that Ohno doesn’t talk much on shows because that’s how he naturally is. They show when they’re embarrassed, annoyed, amazed and playful. Maybe this is why I think when they make a mistake, the staff don’t edit them out because of how everyone reacts.

(I’ll post here when I find it. A bit too lazy to search gomen TwT)

I’m sorry but in this aspect I’d rather have Kazama Shunsuke as the 6th member in this aspect. Given, I’d choose a member only because of being entertainers. Kazama, I think is natural when he’s with them and very comfortable. But for me, even he can’t become 6th. As much as I like Kazama. (Sorry I just added my personal preference and opinion.)


I think this is most important. More than being entertainers, they are Arashi the boy band first right? If someone else comes, what kind of melody would they produce? We usually hear arashi in pairs, trios and all of them. Honestly, I feel wary of knowing what kind of sound they would make. And I’m kind of afraid they’d make subgroups like the other groups. I’m sorry but I don’t like that. I love Arashi because they are a single unit and they don’t feel the need to divide themselves. I don’t like other groups too much because of that. Would they still have solos? would they sing by 4’s as well?

We are the real 6th member

We’ve been with them. They’ve chosen us to be their 6th member. I’m sorry but I felt like everyone was asking for more when we already have one another. I don’t mean to be a brat but I feel like no one understand us but us.

I didn’t really want to make it as a list because I feel like I can expound more. I didn't expound too much because I feel like I'll be hated for even thinking this way so I'm sorry.

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